fuck feelings!!!

they're there to eat the hell out of u... lately i've been feeling like crap... the worst part of it is having no one to fuckin talk to...

sorry for the language... i noe gavin's dad reads this... so excuse me...

but have u ever felt so lonely and at one side uve got to think rationally coz u have responsabilities and on the other u just want to break down and cry or just scream... that's the fucking feeling i have now...

sometimes u doubt urself... sometimes u doubt others... things seem normal and real... and at times, they seem like a lie... feel betrayed, lied to... not knowing what is real, and what is not... i don noe wut im doing here... gtg... got a fucking group work to get done...

u c, before u can get some time to shout out and cry... ur already burdened with other responsibilities... and those hurt feelings get pent up so deep that finally u end up in a mental ward... if not u really start doubting ur fuckin sanity...

-fucked up-